[ that makes him snort, and he rubs the back of his own neck. ]
Please, I sooner would've killed him myself...
[ he also wouldn't have stood for any of that MAYA?? RYO??? YOU NUTJOB??? anyway it's fine. yes. back to the subject. ]
Yeah. [ ... ] It was the same with her highness. Having their agency stolen from them like that burns me to my core. Burns all of us. And there's no target for it short of the person who caused the harm. God knows I get it.
...Did you know, she asked me to kill her, a few weeks ago? The same week I was - you know.
Someone put the idea into her head that she could offer herself up as a sacrifice to me, then I could bring Vi back with the item, as if either of us would ever be alright with that.
... I sort of ripped her a new one about it, [ they got into a whole ass shouting match actually but it's fine it was cathartic ] but... things were better, after that, I think. For as short as it lasted.
It's like you said - can't control people's feelings about it, one way or another. Place puts us in a pressure cooker on purpose, and the only thing that even begins to fix it is time, which we've none of.
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Please, I sooner would've killed him myself...
[ he also wouldn't have stood for any of that MAYA?? RYO??? YOU NUTJOB??? anyway it's fine. yes. back to the subject. ]
Yeah. [ ... ] It was the same with her highness. Having their agency stolen from them like that burns me to my core. Burns all of us. And there's no target for it short of the person who caused the harm. God knows I get it.
...Did you know, she asked me to kill her, a few weeks ago? The same week I was - you know.
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[ concerned. she ended up dying ANYWAY but like ]
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... I sort of ripped her a new one about it, [ they got into a whole ass shouting match actually but it's fine it was cathartic ] but... things were better, after that, I think. For as short as it lasted.
It's like you said - can't control people's feelings about it, one way or another. Place puts us in a pressure cooker on purpose, and the only thing that even begins to fix it is time, which we've none of.
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[ shaking his head ]
Just... give 'em a couple of days. They'll calm down once everyone's back.