Sorry. I know - if you'd said anything like that to me, before, I probably would have been really angry.
[just - acknowledging that he's not exactly being fair here, but he takes a breath and looks up at the ceiling, wherever they are.]
Having you here helps a lot. Like - more than I can really say. I know we've said the people in these things are always the best part of it, but I feel like there's a few who stand out in terms of how important to they are to me? Like, people I can easily say changed my life. You're there, without question.
Maybe nothing's going to make this automatically better, but it would definitely be worse without here. I just want you to understand that.
[ nnnnoooo.... weh....... this totally and completely throws strohl for a loop! he looks so surprised, briefly at a loss for words. ]
I... [ I don't know what you see in me - don't think that. the instinct of self depreciation comes first, but he stops himself solely only for thoughtshare, which is kind of an improvement, and then ducks his head, bringing a hand to the back of his neck. ] ...You flatter me - truly, I'm grateful. And... I promise you, I feel exactly the same.
[ flustered, a little, but the warmth in his words is very, very genuine, and despite the context of the horrors of the conversation, it means the world to strohl in a brilliant, clear way. ]
I'm more glad that I've met you than I can ever say in words, Rupert, truly. And... you can always lean on me. No matter what. The only way out through these things is together, yeah?
What I see is someone kind and caring - and that's an understatement. Someone who cares fiercely about what's right, someone incredibly loyal and supportive to every person he calls a friend. Someone who would literally rather die than hurt someone that he didn't think deserved it, but someone who's brave enough to take care of things that need to be handled all the same.
[this is all very sweet but also]
And I've have a very bad weekend, so you have to agree with me, thanks in advance.
[ ....but it's definitely a little overdramatic on purpose, and while he's pink in the cheeks, the complaining is clearly good-natured even as he rolls his eyes. ] ...Though, I stand by everything I said, not just by my thoughts.
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[just - acknowledging that he's not exactly being fair here, but he takes a breath and looks up at the ceiling, wherever they are.]
Having you here helps a lot. Like - more than I can really say. I know we've said the people in these things are always the best part of it, but I feel like there's a few who stand out in terms of how important to they are to me? Like, people I can easily say changed my life. You're there, without question.
Maybe nothing's going to make this automatically better, but it would definitely be worse without here. I just want you to understand that.
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I... [ I don't know what you see in me - don't think that. the instinct of self depreciation comes first, but he stops himself solely only for thoughtshare, which is kind of an improvement, and then ducks his head, bringing a hand to the back of his neck. ] ...You flatter me - truly, I'm grateful. And... I promise you, I feel exactly the same.
[ flustered, a little, but the warmth in his words is very, very genuine, and despite the context of the horrors of the conversation, it means the world to strohl in a brilliant, clear way. ]
I'm more glad that I've met you than I can ever say in words, Rupert, truly. And... you can always lean on me. No matter what. The only way out through these things is together, yeah?
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to flick him on the forehead.]
What I see is someone kind and caring - and that's an understatement. Someone who cares fiercely about what's right, someone incredibly loyal and supportive to every person he calls a friend. Someone who would literally rather die than hurt someone that he didn't think deserved it, but someone who's brave enough to take care of things that need to be handled all the same.
[this is all very sweet but also]
And I've have a very bad weekend, so you have to agree with me, thanks in advance.
[OKAY]
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and there's a long pause ]
....Is it helping you feel better to give me a pep talk.
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Yes.
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Fine, fine...
[ ....but it's definitely a little overdramatic on purpose, and while he's pink in the cheeks, the complaining is clearly good-natured even as he rolls his eyes. ] ...Though, I stand by everything I said, not just by my thoughts.
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[just - easy and simple, heartfelt.]
...I'm glad you're back.
[imagine strohl still in the graveyard screaming gently as he watched this]